A great weekend!

I never felt this way before. I finally had the chance to read The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. Yup, I cried. It was totally emotional as I read about Steve and Ronnie. Well, it kinda makes me feel sweet too.( I think you know why)THen, as I watched one of my favorite singing competition on tv, I heard a song that I used to sing a long ever since I heard it. Although its lyrics are more appealing to the adults, but it has a deeper meaning in it. THe girl/woman in this song has been to many places, but she has not been to herself. How sad ,isn't it? I believe all of us are like that, it's so important to find ourselves. Forget about the fame and fortune, they won't bring you elsewhere.Sometimes, I do hope I can change things in the past, but after this small encounter and the sermon this Sunday, I began to realize I am not alone. I am not going to face this all by myself. I'. so blessed with a good family and supportive friends. I rediscover my passion in reading and writing, and as I went through my old diaries , the poems, and songs that I have written, I know one thing for sure. I am no longer the girl that I used to be.It is sometimes frightening to think that you will be an adult so soon and there are many decisions you have and you must make. Things just fall at the right place, I guess. And as time goes by, I can see myself developing many thoughts and imaginations , dreams that make me ask myself," Is this still me?" Sure, what is teenage life without a silly thing called puppy love? It's a good thing I studied in an all girls school as I can feel free to talk to my friends regarding this topic. However, I must admit that I do feel shy and awkward nowadays when I face boys. Hormones.....They play a role....
Sometimes, a gentle smile, a song and a hug can make you feel happy the whole day. AS I continue to explore the world and continue to receive God's love, I sincerely hope that at that finishing point, somebody ,greater than me will carry me on His shoulders!